I think the thing I'm most taking out of this -- is that the basic human concept of One size does NOT fit all.
My own little box is not the same as everyone elses box. I mean, I know and have known that everyone has their own journey.... everyone has their very own special brand or flavor cancer. But somehow my mind tried to fit everyone into these little boxes where everyone was having the same need for X - when really some people need Y or Z or A or B - I didn't realize that some of the things that I absolutely don't need someone else might actually learn from my mastery of.... I was just expecting to be learning, I didn't realize that some of the things I already know might help other people. WOW.
I'm crying now as I type this - I'm a smartypants person, I've always had alot of knowledge and shared it. Cancer has robbed me of that. My ego has suffered. This is the first time in four years where I actually get to feel smart again. There are SOME things I know. This isn't a big thing, but the small things are the most important, and they are the victories I cherish.
Thank you all for being a part of my journey, and helping me get this incredible huge win.